I am asking God for his Divine Mercy on you and yours, for his healing touch. Draw closer to him, your son and wife especially because he has something very special to show you, and you all will need to draw closer to hear him. His word is a lamp unto your feet.
See also, Psalm 91.
As an American you have the right to not believe in guns. You also have the right to not believe in God. But if someone is trying to break into your home, or wants to harm you, the first thing you will do is pick up the phone and call someone with a gun. The second thing you will do is pray that they get there in time. ~Don Moore